So clearly its been awhile. Tonight I went to a surprise party and it as alright. It was for this girl Ashley but also for Noemy and James. I love James. He's great. I came for him and I think I was invited for him so yea!...lol.. it was kinda fun. I went to a party earlier today too but it was a completely different kind of party. The first ( Read more... )

so its been some months... but thats cool. me and wallace are sitting and waiting for tosha to come and bring the car around so we can go to the storage place. One full year of college, the first year, is over. I'm not gonna lie when I say that i'm really sad that it has to end. This year has been better than I could have ever asked for. I love ( Read more... )

Do you ever just stay awake thinking back about certain things in the past that changed how you are now? How little reminders of things that have happened seem to pop up in your mind randomly. When you have nothing to do and you just sit and think about things and only certain sitations seem to come to mind. Like a scent, or a certain action or ( Read more... )

its already starting to hurt. i feel the reality of it all just slowly cutting into me like a knife. and i feel every bit of it and i want to scream but i can't. its like my body is paralyzed from doing anything about it and i can't stop whats about to happen. he texts me back. "i gotta talk to you about that but not tonight". when someone who ( Read more... )

SO this weekend has been quite interesting so far. I had some surprise visitors from that other school in Gainseville which was cool. I love them. I love them all. I'm really happy that Yelena decided to come up and visit me cuz i always miss her and her positivity and her drunkeness. She's a g!. Her, Brittany, Sam, and Lane all decided to ( Read more... )

so im home for thanksgiving and i'm bored outta my mind already. i kno i haven't posted in a LONG time so i thought now would be a good time to update. Lifes improved a lot since the last time i updated but at the same time life has been the biggest bitch. the whole boys thing has been good until the past week and a half or so. i don't know ( Read more... )

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i'm so thirsty and i just want to sin!.AHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

i hate people. i really do. they suck. are stupid. forget you are a person with feelings and only think about themselves. so fuck you all! i'm not gonna say any names but just know that you all and there is a lot of you all hurt me really badly all the time and i'm done with it. so forget you!

i really need to just get over it.