so all of a sudden i had the urge to update my lj. Lifes been alright. Been crazy and hectic and fun all at the same time. Today was a good day though. Had class at 9 and at with Jenni. I love her, shes hilarious. Then i had a little break before my next classs so I hung out with Diego. Then hit up my next class and went to Suwannee for lunch ( Read more... )

its really hard sometimes... to feel like you have people you hang out with but no real friends... no one that calls you to ask you to go out or hang out with them... no one who puts as much effort in and no one who you can talk to about things. lonely. alone. thats it. COMPLETELY.

i think i'm self destructive...... k bye

wow... it always happens with the same someone.. you say you want some ass and you get it....lol... life is hilarious! :D

it hurts more when you don't think enough than when you don't think at all. All the you may have a slight rush and feel exhiliariated while doing something, in the end you just end up hurt. I did something that I always wanted too. I crossed a boundary that I know I shouldn't have crossed and now once again I"m messed up and insecure and am ( Read more... )

Is a kiss the most intimate?

i'm happy today and i don't know why

don't be stupid and be scared. don't miss out on things because your unsure. get crazy and go wild because if you don't then you lose what you want.

i'm so confused right now... like i don't understand myself... i'm lost, sorta... i don't understand why I'm here... when i see hear i mean in college. I spent all day today just trying to get stuff to write a good paper but its not working out.. I just dont feel like I belong in college. I just don't think my work and stuff is ready for college ( Read more... )

So i'm in college now. ITs good but its weird. I like it better than i thought i would but i don't love it. I still am just like ok..... so i guess i'm here.... im not homesick at all either. But surprisingly i did start to miss home a little when I talked to one person. And that was Ortiz. He called me back because I had called him really late ( Read more... )