honestly, what happened to you? there are these slivers of emotion that I see from you every once in awhile and it makes me think that I should still have some hope that you can really truly open up and talk to me. not even anymore because I thought I liked you. But just because I think you might genuinely care sometimes and then when you catch it
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"Fame, recognition and acknowledgement feel great to the ego and boost your self-esteem but are not the same as love, acceptance, and safety, although we pursue fame as if it will give us these things
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i think the best lesson i can teach myself from all of this is not just when someone shouldn't be in my life anymore, its when they absolutely do not deserve to be anymore.
Alec is like chicken soup- comforting, warm and when you're not feeling good, something you can count on. Dan is like McDonalds. horrible for you, and you know it is but damn is it good and you really fucking want it when you're drunk