i made the biggest mistake ever,but it was for her,she needs to figure everything out,and im not helping by being part of her life,lets just say im listening to the lyndsay diaries,for those of you who know what that means to me you know how i feel

everything is cool between me and steph now,and i just realized that posting all this is absolutely pointless,because the only 3 people that read this already know the shit thats going on because i tell them anyways

today was horrible,i missed band practice cause the fuckers didnt tell me it was at ten o' fucking clock in the morning,and stephanie treated me like absolute shit today,and now shes all pissed at me,and on top of that she said "if kerry died i would die" while i was standing right there.

eyy everyone,yesterday SUCKED,the morning was good,i got to go to samash and such,but then i spent my whole day at the mall,and i got kicked out afterwards,then i couldnt even go to stephanies,the time i dont go over,no ones home..........life blows,im starting a band,were gonna practice today,then im going to stephanies,whether i have a ride or