Sometimes you have bad days and other days are ok then there are the good days that you wish you could have more of. Sometimes you think your having the best day of your life and it turns into the worst or you could be having the worst day and it can turn into the best. Sitting hear now looking at eddie i relaized how my life has changed for the ( Read more... )

Whys it so dam hot?

Nothing really new to tell but i am fine

Its so weird how fast things change. Two years ago Eddie and I were living in Tucson, AZ i didn't even think about grandma dying or any of that stuff. And as it was at the time we were happy there and never really thought about moving back to san diego that much. Then Christmas came and went we had a tree and decorated and all. Then I got some bad ( Read more... )

As i sit hear listing to music and watching tv i am realizing more and more how much i hate my job. now i know a lot of people hate there jobs but honestly mine just flat out sucks. I'm a service deli manager at vons all i get is stressed and angery and yelled at. it sucks and the fact that i work all the way in south bay is even worse. I like some ( Read more... )

so a lot has been going on lately. My manager at work came back and guess what today was my last day at the store i have been at since i started working at vons almost two years ago. I get to go to south bay and be the deli manager there. I still am not sure about how i feel about it. it was so sad leaving all my friends at work and having to ( Read more... )

Today was a good fun day took my mom to the airport then went to the fair with eddie and his mom and brother. I don't know whats wrong....

So today i found out keila our family pet passed away. Do i ever hate this time of year. First grandma ann passed away april 20th. Then my grandma jusy on March 19th and now keila. its been different years for all of them but it is still hard. I've been in this wierd fog all day since i foung out and i don't think it will go away as easy this time ( Read more... )

As i Sit hear thinking aboutthings i begin to realize that in one month from tomorrw my grandma will be gone for a year. its so hard all i can think about is how much i miss her and how bad it hurts when i remember she is gone. But when i talk to people about her i never cry not ever expt to eddie. I let them know how great of a person she was and ( Read more... )

So i have a new place and yeah i got internet now so hopefully i will be able to update more. bye