Friends only, sluts. Comment to be added back or else fall victim to me not noticing you.

I've broken, into little pieces.

(And I'll cut you if you get too close)

I've been seriously considering deleting everything that proves I exist (on the internet, anyways). I originally wanted to save my LJ's for the "memories" but... any time I re-read old entries I get into awful moods ( Read more... )

Cute & Deadly.

Maybe I should take some Heroin for this cough of mine?

Haha, Creepy.

sick with something like pneumonia/bronchitis. on antibiotics. spent the night in the ER last night. uuuuughhhhhhhhh, sleeping.

Prendick sent me a package in the mail and my mom brought it over today!

They were white and silver Skechers, that were Princess Kiki's (from what I remember you telling me?) and didn't even look like they had been worn.

Thank you for being so generous, and thank you for the postcard too! I loved it!
Thank you for the stickers, and the purple ( Read more... )

Okay, I get that people don't have time to clean every day.

Andrew and my experiment has lasted about 3 months now...

(Not cleaning much - except for our room, and not buying groceries)

And... it's evident that this fucking house would fall apart without us.

It's gross.
The whole apartment smells disgusting, and for the past few days the bathroom ( Read more... )

I <3 Prendick, he is the bessssst.

So far, I've had three incidences since saturday where my heart will pound out of my chest and I'll get lightheaded, and semi-nauseous. Like the beginning of an anxiety attack... but I can't figure out anything that would trigger it. It lasts for at least two hours.

I feel like this now, by the way, and this is ( Read more... )

So, remember how I said I wanted to get away?

Yeah.

Short-hand version, since my computer died and erased everything I had just written.

10:30pm, last night.

Andrew and I were snuggling, watching Dexter and eating pizza, and having a grand old time...

When he got a text from our neighbor saying

"Some dude is screaming about how he's coming ( Read more... )

----------------- Original Message -----------------

From: jeffery

To: BethanyBled

Date: Jul 2, 2009 5:23 PM

Subject: hello

Wuz up chick

----------------- Original Message -----------------

From: BethanyBled

To: jeffery

Date: Jul 2, 2009 10:24 PM

Subject: RE: hello

Not much, just got in from work.

How are you?

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I know... you hate me for it.