oh yeah! i forgot to mention my major manic spell last night, haha.

i'm laying in bed, i look up at the ceiling and there's two spiders or what i think to be spiders up there. i spent forty-five minutes trying to get them down. i threw a shoe at them, i grabbed one of my old keyboards and tried to hit the ceiling, i sprayed perfume at them, i ( Read more... )

so i went to the doctor ( Read more... )

i've lost another 6 pounds. apparently my other calculations were off. because this brings me up to having lost 40lbs. i am in love with how i can feel my collar bones and hip bones ( Read more... )

( may 18th 2006 )

the contestant on deal or no deal tonight is the best one i've seen yet.
she's soo freaking cute and hilarious.

so i just talked to miss kelso for 2 hours and 15 freaking minutes on ze phone ( Read more... )

i am losing my mind, haha ( Read more... )

( tiffanie jeanne burrows )

this is my welcome to maine post, for wild_musings! haha, since maine is "bare" in terms of trees. aww, i love you, haha.

( welcome to maine )

i can't breathe. i feel like the air is being sucked out of my lungs. i can't be strong anymore. i can't do this. i won't do anything stupid, but i can't be like this anymore. i feel like i'm in a box that is continuously getting smaller and smaller.

this is my mental breakdown and it's coming like train.