fuck fuck fuck

[heartsfrozen]

I love him, I love him to death. I tried moving on, I even tried being with someone else, it didn't work. I love Ryan and I want to be with him and him only. I can not see myself without him. I am to the point of insanity because I can not have him. All of my plans for Easter have gotten fucked. Friday I was supposed to take Ryan to a movie and

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[thelatinpunk7]

wow, I'm soo sorry hun. I know it's probably no consolation but I'm here if you need to talk to someone. If not online then you can call anytime. Like I said it's prolly no help to you, but I'm just letting you know...

[heartsfrozen]

thank you hun.

[devildog247]

Shorti, I hate to read about you suffering like this. When my first love ended things with me, I was a basket case and crying alot like you were. He said and did alot of things to me to make me feel like shit, and on top of that got a job where I worked. It was awful, but you know what? I put it behind me and moved on hun. Maybe you should too. Get involved with some school activities, spend more time with your girlfriends, find a hobby. You can do it! I know you don't want to, because you love him with all of your heart and don't think you can move on without him but you can hun! (((((hugs)))))

[heartsfrozen]

we are going out again! *sighs* We are in the process of working things out. I will not give up.

[spaz2522]

i'm sorry that your feeling this way and i hope it gets all better for you soon!!

[heartsfrozen]

thank you hun