I wish today would just be done with already. I'm so bored with nothing to do.

Crap...I forgot to do my english homework. Well looks like I have something to do now...blah...

This entry was pretty pointless...

Hello everyone. I am in Newspaper class and I am really bored. I'm going to leave early today bc I forgot everything. I forgot the animal crackers for 4th block and the folder for 2nd but theres nothing I can do about that. grrr ( Read more... )

Raimen died. :( My kitty. I miss him. I cried so much. But he has a little grave in our backyard ( Read more... )

I am really tired and do not want to do my english homework. I have advise to everyone who is not in 11th grade yet: don't go!!! It sucks. The work we have to do in English is way too hard. I don't even know what the research paper is about. I'm so tired.

We should have nap time, like in elementary school.

Well today is another day. I'm going to talk to Ryan about the compromising thing. He should understand. I figured out what my feelings were and it turns out that they are not bad feelings or wrong feelings or anything. They are normal. Maybe if I tell myself that long enough it will become true ( Read more... )

I can not stand Ryan! I swear he has pushed me over the edge this time. He has no consideration for anyone except himself. All he cares about is himself. I know, what I feel is a horrible thing, but I've tried to help it, i've tried to stop, its not like I want to. Im not going to leave Ryan, that never poped in my head. But why does he have to ( Read more... )

Well things are a bit better. Ryan seems to be avioding the situation, I don't know why ( Read more... )

I think I have screwed up the best thing in my life. Ryan and me were really close to breaking up today. I can not believe how stupid I am. I just wanted to go to church tomorrow with him, I thought he would be thrilled because he always wanted me to go before I started night school, but he flipped out on me and he said that he wants a night so ( Read more... )

I'm not in a very good mood today. I don't know why. I'm really tired. I woke up really late because my alarm clock got messed up and never went off. I considered not going to school but I can not miss anymore. I already have to appeal my 4th block. All those time I left school early with Ryan. Grr...I'm mad at him today. I yelled at him ( Read more... )