It is always so odd to take a look at the past. To see where I came from, to see how I fucked up, to see how I made things better for myself. I feel like I have come a long way in my life even though I am still in the same city I have lived for most of my life, even though I am still going to a community college and not really sure if I will be ( Read more... )

 I am okay with the fact that I am single and I have never been in love. I am not looking for anyone, nor do I feel like I am "waiting." I am simply living my life for me. It's not some exciting life I live, but I have my priorities. Fitting a guy in there who isn't really worthy right now isn't of my concern. However, I have gotten back in contact ( Read more... )

I hope you are all doing well ( Read more... )

 I seemed to have retired from here for the time being.

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I don't know, it is far too easy to just post on Tumblr. It is less personal there I guess. I think about how many memories I keep on this thing, then it makes me sad to realize how much I forget to put down in here. I am so bad at keeping up with any hand-written journal, this is all I have for now ( Read more... )

 Life is looking pretty good at the moment. I just hope it stays this way!

How I know I made the right decision in being the one to end our friendship... she decides to try to talk to a guy she knows I have seen. Sure, it's not a relationship, but it's still shady nonetheless ( Read more... )

I have never been as heartbroken as I am right now and I don't like it. I don't really know what to do now.

I am sexually frustrated. That is all.

I am finally getting excited that my birthday is approaching. I will no longer be a teenager and I will have one more year till I can cruise the bars ( Read more... )