I owe Chris Ginelli a HUGE THANKYOU because over the past few months, he has sent me a shitload of music, that I happened to fall in love with. Brand New, Deftones and Say Anything of course. So I owe him, basically. And also to Rich, because he has sent me every Incubus song including the new cd, that noone has yet ! ha ! I'm in awe of all this ( Read more... )

it's times like this , that assure me that I cannot trust anyone. I'm doing better than I thought I would be. I hate to be dramatic about the whole situation, but I wont act like it didnt even phase me because , it did. As Amy always says, " expect nothing and you will never be dissapointed". She's a genius . I'm doing pretty good actually , cuz ( Read more... )

so I havent updated this baby in quite some time. school was good . My GPA is a 3.4 so I guess that is ok. I am totally confused on where I want to go from here. I know, I'm still at O.C.C. so that leaves me with plenty of time to decide what I want to do with my life. If I said I wanted to be a Lawyer or anything, I was just lying to myself, just ( Read more... )

i hate my life .

eh , I've been taking new medicine that makes me depressed like 95 % of the time . so if i've been rude to you or just havnt given a shit about what u have said , im sorry . its not me . umm , yea i've drastically cut my hours at work because I'm taking 5 classes and I cant work full time anymore . I sure do miss the money , making like 450 dollars ( Read more... )

if this is too emotional for u : dont read . i dont care ( Read more... )

sometimes I get into really bad moods . sometimes I had the world . I hate work . I hate school . I hate my friends . and sometimes I hate my family . but even when my friends piss me off . I'm mad at my brother , u get the picture , I can always talk to my mom . I cant do that anymore . because I dont know what to say to her . this sucks . I'm ( Read more... )

wow . crazy weekend . the girls came home from school and we got out crunk on . theres some new pics from the event on my webshots ( its the days with the Every Time I Die shirt on , the other night I just looked dirty hahah ) yea so much fun ( Read more... )

sometimes I get sad and just watch hours of the O.C. cuz ya know , I have the seasons on DVD and all . today was totally useless and I'm rather upset that I wasted my 2 days off , doing absolutely nothing . I woke up at 1pm today ? dyed my hair dark brown and then straightened it and everything . like I had somewhere to go . everyone was working or ( Read more... )

wow . this is crazy . I havnt been this bored in quite some fucking time . I'm off 2 days in a row which is a mother fucking shocker . thats why I'm up at 1:13 updating . I was contemplating this update . but then , I've realized how much has changed in my life and it made me realize I'd be crazy if I had nothing to say after this summer we all ( Read more... )