so i really havent updated in a while. nothing really to say. Spring break was kinda boring but it was nice to just be able to relax. I have to start unpacking my room at my house, i dont want to do that!!!! Sunny lives with me now at chris and courtneys ( Read more... )

Stephanie --

[noun]:

A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

i wish that i knew how to make these feelings go away. i wish i knew how to make me happy again. i wish that all i thought about wasn't andy or if david is ok, or school, the fact that im failing this semister already. i want to quite, i want to quite everything. i want to sleep forever. but even sleeping isn't a escape, i have dreams about andy, ( Read more... )

what to say... what to say ( Read more... )

so i had to call my dad today... i havent talked to him in over a year. he sucks ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

thats all i can say

i feel like im going to explode... doesnt sound like a bad thing.

im sick of everything

but i am ok, so dont be worried.

im tired of talking about it. enough is enough

okee im going to go now

so whats new?? School has started and im loving my classes. I know i will have fun, yes i will have a shit ton of work, but hey it school what do i expect?? i wish i could go to my music class. why is it that my experience at MTSU sucks?? no one has as much trouble but me, i swear. im doomed with bad luck for the rest of my life, i swear ( Read more... )

how do i feel??? well lets see here, after reading davids new entry i dont know anymore. this is getting harder. I had a panic attack today, havent had one in a while and well i had one. I feel like im really loosing david. yeah i told him i wanted a break to figure me out, that didnt mean i didn't love him, or not want him. Now he is going on a ( Read more... )

wow, an update was needed ( Read more... )

wow... it has been a crazy few months ( Read more... )