I overthink too much ( Read more... )

I've spent so many nights, thinking about you, when I know you aren't thinking about me.
Nights in a van, in a city I don't know, nights with strangers and friends
So many times I've been in the middle of a life time memory and all I can think about is you.

I don't know if I'll ever get better from this.
I don't know how to forget.

We're stagnant. We're just creatures of habit ( Read more... )

I can't even put into words exactly what's happened. I am on repeat.

Complimenting orange cause I'm so blue
I've got a one track mind stuck all over you
Let me down easy, the least that you could do

I've been at this since you left ( Read more... )

My friends and family are running thin
And I haven't felt much of anything for a while now

You talk the talk but you can't walk at all

And It's that time again, every night I waste my mind on it
Thinking about the things I never did or said

I've got everything and nothing all at the same time. I don't even know what to do with myself when I feel fine.

I hate looking back and I hate looking forward. I've just been trying to stay in the moment

At this point in time I am alone. Cora my cat is my only friend right now. I'll never think back on this to process any of it. I don't want to. Right now I feel empty. I feel worthless. My brain is unclouded just enough to vomit out this disgusting attempt at trying to recognize the feelings going on inside me. I'm sick of being self concious and ( Read more... )