i didn't think it would end this way. i'm heart broken.

Fall is always the worst. & I used to like it the best. Out of all the other seasons. Now I realize that I am surrounded by death wherever I go. Dramatics. The corpses of former tree tresses lie; fallen soldiers next to former friends; yellow and brittle ( Read more... )

is it wrong that i was somewhat inspired by the stupid movie "yes man"? i do need to say yes to more opportunities. a lot of fear is holding me back from accepting things that come my way. when i'm asked to collaborate or submit work, i use the "busy" excuse, but really i'm afraid to let something so personal out into the world; open for critique ( Read more... )

I need to write more. I'm not prepared to deal with these icky feelings right now, but soon. Soon, I will write about everything.

Not sure what to write about but I feel like I should start journaling more ( Read more... )

i think i can officially state that i am depressed. i don't want to write a depressing entry about the state of my depression but all the signs are there, especially the spending of money that i don't have on items that i don't really need. although, sometimes, i would remark that records ARE, in fact, a necessity, i don't really think that's true ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning after a vividly heartbreaking dream and realized that I desperately need a change. I'm so unhappy with so many things about myself right now. This summer is going to be the summer where I get my shit together. I finally need to get off my ass and lose this school weight. Only healthy activities will be permitted this summer ( ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of "social networking" but i have some awesome pals who post inspirational song lyrics, poetry, and videos on such a regular basis that i can't quit. yet. but i'm tempted. every once in a while when i log on, i am reminded to "reconnect" with friends that i have added but don't talk to. these "friends" are friends in name only. some of ( Read more... )

feeling a little lost ( Read more... )

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