as things failed miserably, and started heading downhill, again, i feel as though i dont give a flying shit anymore. my give a damn's busted. i phoned my father, im sure i threw a kink in that family. aswell, im not too sure hes ever going to call me back. unusually safe and discusting.
my dream last night was terrible. i woke up crying and could not go back to sleep for hours. so i sat, stareing at my ceiling, about ready to die
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NIN kicked ass. QOTSA wasnt all thaaat great. and the opening band, thumbbbss dooooowwwwwwn. i saw so many people. but almost cried a few times. grr wonderful music and reminding me of love. DAMNYOU.
i dont think ive ever been so depressed in my life, so out of it. so unnattentive. pictureing the person does not help very much either. two days until nine inch nails, and fuck, i am excited. i need to do something with this hair.