Im sitting here in my photo communication final and I have already finished the exam last night so I'm pretty much just sitting here. Since i dont really want to cruz the internet I have decided to type something in my LJ ( Read more... )

School is not going as planned. I'm behind in almost everything ( Read more... )

I have no concept of holidays like today. It really means nothing at all to me. All i know is I have work until 10:30pm and its going to be slow as molasses. This never a good thing. I have a lot on my mind right now ( Read more... )

I've been laying in bed for a while now...I start to fall asleep but I just can't sleep. I have a lot on my mind. Maybe if i get it all out i can sleep ( Read more... )

i cant stop thinking that i just want to get up and leave him. I can't do this anymore. All we ever do is fight.. I'm not happy. I deserve better, or do i? I have this perfect relationship in my head, and i cant find it. One where the person actually tries to make you happy, does things without you begging, surprises you randomly. I dont want to ( Read more... )

I get the point that I shouldnt have taken this class, but it wouldnt be that hard if I had a teacher who completed his sentences. This man is imposible and its not me. No one understands him, and granted I stopped paying attention in his class, if he actually taught something instead of making my brain hurt more, then i would probably attempt ( Read more... )

I thought we were friends. I thought you could get over yourself for two minutes to find it in your heart to care about me the way I care about you. Now I'm done, worn out of care. Another way you've taken my glass heart and thrown it into the wall. I hope you wonder around feeling this sense of incompleteness. This sense that something is missing ( Read more... )

All week i've been complaining that I don't have time for myself. This morning when i finally got out of bed, i felt wierd and then i started to think. I've realized that I feel guilty, guilty because i didnt do something productive with my time. Last night I actually got a chance to hang out with friends and enjoy myself. I got to go to bed late, ( Read more... )

So i have to read "The War on The Bill of Rights" by Monday, as well as study for my news reporting and writing final. When thats all said and done, i must begin to write my new testament paper, then study for the rest of my finals which will come. Honestly, I'm not thrilled with this crap ( Read more... )

I'm aware that I am a miserable person. Quite honestly I think I have every reason to be miserable. I'm jealous of everyone, especially most people around me that go out and have the most carefree lives. I'm sure someone could look at my life and think the same thing, but I'm also sure that fewer people are jealous of life then I of their's ( Read more... )