It's beautiful how we're so tragic
Tonight we'll laugh
Tomorrow we'll light the skies with fire until we reach heaven
So we'll fake this breakdown
And pretend it never happened when it's o.k.
Might as well burn every second and keep living like there's no tomorrow
Because every second is only temporary...
It's beautiful how every thing falls into place
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I got pulled over by a cop tonight for having an expired TAG (!) It was so scary. I saw lights behind me and I was like " Oh my gosh, I was speeding, wasn't I?". Nope, I wasn't. He let me off though pretty easy. I think he probably thought I was like 15. He was like "How old are you... young lady?" and I respond "19...". Oh boy, it was pretty funny ( Read more... )

I wrote this a while back.

So I finally decided that I'm done. Done with the chasing. Done with all the unimportant thoughts. Done with all the caring. Done with everything that boils down to you. If you don't care, I can care less. Maybe the best thing is to not know you. Even when I'm driving on one of those quiet nights with the music and my head ( Read more... )

You know that feeling in your stomach when you have been so grossed out that you're to the point where you don't care anymore...
Nothing really matters. I mean, nothing fucking matters anymore. Maybe the concept of  relationships was someone's bright idea for the lonely and vulnerable to feel somewhat alive. Maybe were here to live life alone and ( Read more... )

You're trying so hard to be out of it
Funny thing is that I'm right here baby
You need to see through
I need to want you
We need to fix this lover's block
As the moon still soaks the ground we stand
Chances are we'll stay lying awake
In this night of empty we sleep
You'll put your arm around my head
I'll put your arm back to it's place
You'll be where you ( Read more... )

The glove compartment is inaccurately named
And everybody knows it.
So I'm proposing a swift orderly change.

Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

I was searching for some legal document
As the ( Read more... )

She pretends and she pretends
Holding her lighted Capri
Saying to herself things that don't make sense
Senseless senselessness, too senseless to agree
You can't love me and love the taste of blood
You can't whisper into my ear while twisting the knife through my back
You can't feel my skin tonight
You can't even see me through all this black
Creeping ( Read more... )

A good day.
=]

YOU CALL ME A LITTLE GIRL. WELL MAYBE I AM STILL A LITTLE GIRL. MAYBE I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE MORE TO THIS LIFE.

Thank you for all the times you put me down and made me feel like shit.
Like that Christina Aguilera song, you only made me stronger bitch.
Thank you for all the times you made me feel self conscience and ugly.
Like ( Read more... )

'Don't lie to me... you know you could never mean a word you say". I just let it slide every single time. I am unable to identify your truthful look to your deceitful one... and I suppose that is my fault. I should be able to know every thing. Right? Forgive me for being a human and lacking strength at times, or not being happy at times. I just don ( Read more... )