We might only be here by habit. Listen to this, we wake up in the morning, live a day, go back to sleep, or stay awake and re do the whole thing over again. None of us know how our tomorrow will be. We don't know if we'll have the best day of our life or the worst. We don't know if we'll fall in love with a stranger on the street or be stabbed in ( Read more... )

In your skin of dead... Do you even feel, never knowing all the seconds you killed with me? I see you, and you're so there. Walking, sleeping, eating, breathing, but you never even know. You never even know. The questions filling up in my head as to why you say the things you've said. Honey, am I dead? I could kill for a second. I'd have it no ( Read more... )

To the ones, that give me a taste of my own medicine. The bittersweet taste left in my mouth at the end of a shallow day. Mediocre as we breathe, fighting for a gasp of air. Untangle this mess that we tear open like it's Christmas morning ( Read more... )

Feels so weird. To not have to check MySpace every 10 minutes to see if I have a new picture comment. It feels weird to have a life again, and not to be glued to the black tube in front of me. You see, I deleted MySpace. It may seem unimportant and dumb, but it's actually a pretty big thing to some people. Especially the ones with a thousand " ( Read more... )

My tire is fixed. Cool.

I don't really have a job. I'm a little unemployed.

That's o.k. though. I'll find another one.

I want to go to another state, or country for that matter.

That would be nice.

Heh, good night.

My birthday is officially in 2 days. It's the big 19. Yeah... but as usual, or at least for the past 3 years or so, I have not been excited at all. Maybe once you hit 17 the birthdays are just not fun anymore, or something. I don't know, but it sucks to think that you can't really jump into a box of wrapping paper and throw a bow on your head. ( Read more... )

is so sore. i got my finalized snake bite today and it was more painful than ever =( this is the fourth time i've had a piercing around the mouth and its never hurt so bad! yeahhh.

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it going to be
When there's ( Read more... )

someone take the pain away.

aaahhh ( Read more... )