So do day was a great day. Work sucked because the internet was down all day so I couldn't play online while I worked. But it wasn't too bad because I was going to stay late and I had to go give something to a client and my boss let me go home after that. Instead of going straight home, I went to get some things for Kristins graduation gift. While ( Read more... )

I'm really depressed today and I don't really know why. Well I guess its because I'm me and I can never seem to be truly happy but today its really bad. All I wanted to do today is cry. Courtney brought home dairy queen for me and I ate it. That didn't help. God, I wish I had more will power. I hate myself right now so much. I hat how I can't be ( Read more... )

I never wrote yesterday so I'm going to talk about yesterday today and maybe I'll write about today later today. hmmm, I hope that makes since. Anyway, I was doing really good yesterday until I went to the movies with my mom and Kaleb. I had half a bag of a small popcorn. Thats like a zillion calories right there. I felt like a cow. Unfortunately I ( Read more... )

Today was pretty good. I'm still fighting with courtney sorta. We kinda talk or at least she tries to talk to me. I answer he questions and stuff but I really don't feel like having a conversation with her. I don't feel like I can trust her at all. I don't know how I'm going to be able to trust her ever. I know I have trust issue but she was the ( Read more... )

So my friend, Courtney, tried to talk to me today. I'm just not ready to let go. Its like that dixie chick song, "I'm not ready to make nice, yet." The whole situation still upsets me. I mean she choose her boyfriend over me. Thats a big deal ( Read more... )

I woke up thinking this day is going to be just as crappy as yesterday. I was tired and I'm still fighting with my best friend. Blah... Anyway, I checked to see if my grades were posted yet for school. Well they were and I did much better than I thought I would. I got an A in class that I thought I got maybe a C or low B in. That made me so happy ( Read more... )

Today has been such a crappy day. My best friend and I got in a huge fight yesterday afternoon. We never do really well when the other has a boyfriend. Last year when I had one, we barely talked and fought constantly. She has been seeing this guy since February. He is a little bitch to her. I hate him. I could explain it all but that would be an ( Read more... )

So I wanted a place where I can write the things that I'm feeling down. I've never really done this internet blogging thing but it might be nice to have a place where I can just be me and hopefully not have anyone judge me because I don't plan on letting anyone I know in real life know I have this. Mostly, I plan on just ranting about things that ( Read more... )