Would things have been different?

Is it even worthwhile to ask?

WHY DID HE LEAVE ( Read more... )

Hidden treasures found by Stew White for me. Taylor's ability to play anything on the pipes. The Flintstones, Thunder, the Star Wars theme. Anything. When Stew wore my littlest bluest hoodie. And those french fries from Burger King. Perreault and Taylor and the faces. I should have played that game. And Malinowski was just funny. And I don't ( Read more... )

That may have been the highlight of my summer, right there. Could any more crazy awesome fun stuff happen? Last night when I wrote that I don't think my eyes were even open. Its not September 22 that I will make those boys breakfast. It is September 12. The morning after the ISW keg party. I can't believe they will be there. And now if they aren't ( Read more... )

donaldson falling asleep ( Read more... )

He says we'll keep in touch. I want to suggest we have a wild and crazy week together. And see what comes from there. I want to know what would have happened if he had never gotten sick. I want to know if he thinks of calling me still, but doesn't because maybe I didn't show interest. I want to know the answers. I want him to visit. I want us to ( Read more... )

Artillery, inwards wheel... Kevin Bradley says it in a way only he can. This has essentially only been repeating in my head since I left the fort this afternoon. Today was the longest day. And it shouldn't have been so long. I spent long amounts of time talking with the guard boys. Brodie, Spencer, Faubert, Perreault & Taylor. And even with that. ( Read more... )

I feel more prepared now, with the purchase of a desk. It will create organization within my room where I begin a new year and remember the mistakes I made in the ones that have passed. Third year is serious business. I can't describe it any other way. Academically I must do well, my marks must be higher than they have been yet. But I think I'm ( Read more... )

Summer is ending, and I'm scared. I feel as though I'm leaving Kingston prematurely. I don't feel ready to leave. And that is always the way. I feel as though in leaving potentially good and amazing relationships will fall through the cracks of my fingers. And I would rather hold on to them, and have the time to realize what they could become. But ( Read more... )

I realize now the reason why I haven't listened to music often this summer. And why I haven't been connecting to music the way I used to. And its because I haven't listened to anything new. And I was give a copy of the Stills - Logic Will Break Your Heart, and I've just wanted to know and to feel this. Its entirely new and just brings me to another ( Read more... )