Kinda doesnt matter, does it? Not alot does in any event. I dont care. I cant help being myself. I worked so hard at it for so long that now, I am just me... If i could change that, I would. Prolly. I can't, so its a moot point.
Due date passed a month ago. Thought about it a little on the drive up. It didnt bother me this year. I'm glad. Miss her tho. Been thinkin about that alot since Justin started calling again. I kinda feel like its my fault he is fucking up so bad. .........ugh........