Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.
--Anais Nin

I would not let people talk crap about someone I care about. I certainly wouldnt take part in such.

I miss my gooses already

Christopher just doesnt know how happy he makes me. I guess that is a failure on my part. I would do anything in the world for him, and I wish he really understood that. I love him. truly.

well my parents left today and chris is at work. im mostly lonely and rather bored.... had awesome pre-birthday birthday stuff tho!! and i had my first *legal* drink today.... um, it wasnt that great... heh... oh well. maybe i'll take another nap.

Whats cool for today is as follows ( Read more... )

Things are settled and for the most part, I am happy. A little glum, but that will pass.... I smile now :)

i have to pee pretty bad. so i guess the hurricane is a category four now.... thats not so good.... oh well, eh? maybe i wont have to go to work... ha. My leg hurts. And I busted my lip at work.... sure was a bad night. pee time.

what makes me super happy is the picture of me and chris. I look at it a million times a day because it makes me smile. It's good.

hot dog! I got a credit card. I'm cool.

I know what I want.