breakin' up is hard to do

so I'm confused and things are hella crazy. I'm not quite so sure why I write here because I'm not really ever completely honest about what I'm feeling or what's going on, but alas I'm writing maybe evidence that I'm still alive that I still exist.

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

so last night was good, but I can't help thinking that something else isn't quite right. I don't know what to do to resolve this. And I in fact hate feeling like this - I don't get attached because this feeling is useless. I can't help but wonder how people do it - how they have a relationship, but stay unattached?

what's the deal with my boyfriend. I don't know what his deal is

what a wonderful weekend! I cannot believe it's already over. A wonderful show on Saturday night - very very young audience though I was sensing some dirty looks. It's all good though cause at 23 years old I'm better than that. Anyhow. Fantastic Photo exhibit at the Getty that all should visit. 20 Years of Photography Genius it was fantastic. A ( Read more... )

okay so big bummer today - realized that my being worried was stupid. of course he just randomly cut me off for no reason and wasn't a.)in jail b.)or dead. at least I'm happy to see that he's writing again and alive. bummer that he just cut me off though - guys are so random.

Everyone needs to buy the DESA cd (Year in A Red Room) and the DESA and Howards Alias Split because DESA's tracks on it are so awesome - inspiring and awesome music! DO IT.

And he is gone....again ( Read more... )

HE'S HOME AND I AM SOOOO EXCITED!