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Parker started to smile and giggle a bit. You never know pure joy until that little person that you created looks into your eyes, stares for a moment, and his face lights up and he lets out a little "cooo." It makes me really sad that HE'S not here to experience it, but those are his choices and someday he will realize just what he's missed out on ( Read more... )

Every morning I wake up, I think...well maybe he'll call today.

When it doesn't happen, I go to bed thinking...he was probably busy, well maybe tomorrow.

I have to stop doing this to myself, and face the facts. He's not going to call.

Heres to sipping lime ricky from a wineglass, soaking in a hot bubble bath, a Cosmo UK edition in hand, blaring Within Temptation and eating peanut butter M&M's.

Bring it on world. BRING IT ON.

Finishing school doesn't feel quite as good as I'd hoped.
The stress is not gone, so I've narrowed it down to whats causing it. And I know what has to be

I am having a terrible day ( Read more... )

Watching all the dreams we had turn into static
Doesn't matter what I do
Nothing's gonna change
I'm never good enough
And you can't stop me from falling apart
Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

So Parker will be a month old on Saturday...and I STILL haven't posted about his birth yet. I am starting to forget the details, and I would like to record them somewheres before I totally forget! So here are my gory details of childbirth ( Read more... )

Where did you begin 2007 ( Read more... )

For the record. I don't hate anyone.

I never took you for a trick but sometimes I don't know what you want
I can take it if you need to take this out on someone

That little bitch with her head held so high
talking shit when I cut myself so I could feel something I know is not a lie

That one stings a little LOT
I'm always in the middle
I don't expect but try me
And you will ( Read more... )