What is to say, I am 26 now. I am pregnant with my beautiful daughter Amelia. Conor starts the third grade tomorrow and I still have Marley of course, whom in have had since she was 2. I am so nervous to be a new mom again, she is supposed to be here in 17 days. Jeremy has been an awesome pregnancy partner. Attentive, and very involved. He bought ( Read more... )

I have never loved anyone as much as I have loved Jeremy imler. he is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. And, For once I know it is mutual. this has been the greatest year of my life.

I think it is finally over with now. Thank god. I am living elsewhere, I just went on the most beautiful trip ever. Things are just ok.

Have you ever watched anyone just breathe before. Damn..people think I am insane for staying with him. I have been hearing that for 6 years. But people can't understand what they don't see. He is so beautiful. God but so ugly. He just kills me to the core..but makes me feel more alive than anyone before. He just blows my mind. How come every one of ( Read more... )

I don't know what end is up anymore. This is all ridiculous. Everyone thinks I am a joke because my husband can't keep his dick out of people. One girl being 17. I am justt so sick of all this. I can't keep up.

I am not looking forward to these holidays. I am going to freak.

just sittng in my room. alone. thinking. today was really hard. it was my cousins bridal shower. which is weird enough. but seeing how much my family has aged. so much time has passed that i wasted disconnected from them all. i feel bad. everyone all got along so well and i felt like i did not belong. boo. anyways, been trying to spend alot more ( Read more... )

16 beers to brian all the way! in 7 hours!

I love you! Brian! When you see this!

Hmm, It's almost time for me to get ready to work. I have finally found a job where I am doing something that isn't under my goals. I am remodeling airplanes..I strip and grind paint off, and eventually repaint them and it's great.
Working on a 1978 now.
Anyways, We had conors 2nd birthdat, Where has the time gone?

Alright time to get ready!

I missed Brian Blalock So much....

I have seriously been in love with him for so long...

He means the world to me...

Ill write something insightful tomorrow.