heather joy gets drunk and says whatever's on her mind.
stuff that she would have normally left alone.

and she makes bad decisions.

and cares wayyyyyyyyyy too much.

but the morning always brings clarity.

but she doesn't regret talking too much.
because it always makes her walk away.

so fucking predictable.
i still suck.

this no dudes 2008 is becoming really annoying already ( Read more... )

i am making something that is kind of freaking me out.
honesty freaks me out maybe.

and i'm not sure if i should tell anybody what i am doing.
because maybe i just need this for myself for once.

ughhhhhhhhh.

i am a beautiful mess right now.

i kinda met a dude at the bar last night.
he knows what a gawompki is. plus.

scott wants me to hang out with his roommate.
to play matchmaker.
and i'm actually going to go.
we'll see.

also, i predicted what i saw today for like the whole time i knew him.
who's the asshole now?

barfing.

i am over it. all. again.

i am excited to get dressed up tonight.
and dance.

even though my eyebrows are a mess.

it is going to be a lot easier this time.

thanks.

ps- i got a perfect score on my first english paper.
i couldn't be more happy.

being back home in michigan blows.
besides the fact that i get to love my son.

of course.

i have decided to change things.
nice to meet you.
this is the better me.

on wednesday, i am leaving this town and all the bullshit behind.
for 5 amazing days.

and i am going to come back and not care about people.
that don't care about me.

you have my word.

moving on....

i just finished reading the golden compass. i liked it. the beginning didn't blow me away, but it got better at the end. now i am reading the subtle knife...i'll let you know.

still excited about my mini-vaca in ct. and old friends.

ps- my dad is reading lamb. amazing.

i found my old livejournal. heyhey1216. seriously, go there for a good laugh. i did ( Read more... )