tagged = me ( Read more... )

wednesday: finish up christmas shopping and present wrapping hopefully, as well as some homework.
thursday: christmas at my father's (although i don't get anything from him yet b/c he won't have any money until friday. lol.)
friday: christmas cookies and...
girl's night or something possibly? what do you guys think?saturday: ryan's work christmas ( Read more... )

there are something i've given up on ( Read more... )

current feelings:
irritation
disappointment
content
sad
lonley
tired
anxious
confrontational

...that covers all that i can think of

besides being in love.

favorites:spending every day with ryan for nearly a week ( Read more... )

i'm going up to ferris tomorrow night with ryan after he gets out of work. rose you are more than welcome to hitch a ride, if you can find your own way over to my dad's house. i'm not sure what's exactly going on. i'm hoping to be able to get a ride back from someone... whoever's going this way i guess ( Read more... )

today... i came home from school because i had cramps that felt like i was going to die ( Read more... )

this weekend was the best one i've had in quite a while ( Read more... )

this weekend was amazing ( Read more... )

oh my gosh... everything is feeling a lot better. i'm still stressed and so are my teeth, but after running a mile and then taking a 3 hour nap, i feel alright. i don't hate everything in the world anymore. lol.