He's gone. I miss him already. Only a whole year left. Sigh.

So sad, I know some hot boys. Like A-nyway. Do I stand a chance? Hell nah! What the heck man?! HECK!! Damnit all to HECK!

Yep, so being sick is absolutely no fun. My nose hurts but my head feels better. My voice is soooo raspy I think I might sound like a man. That's sexy! Anywho. Same old shit just a different day. Counting down the days until I get to Davis... 104 Days. Wow, I'd rather say 3 months. That just sounds like it will go by quicker.

I saw somebody put on myspace that suicide was when pain consumes your life and it ends up being your only way out.... WOW!!! That is so ridiculous. It is a chosen path. You can choose to pull yourself out of your pain. Why dwell on it? It is the most self-centered and ignorant thing anybody could ever do. It is unforgivable and shows how much of a ( Read more... )

Wow... I've learned so many things lately. Things that have been eye-opening and not so surprising. I learned that... Things can be replaced - and so can you...

I am so depressed... I don't even want to talk about it but I am hurting in everyway possible. Physically, metally, and financially. I need to get out of this place... Leave it all behind.

I have a huge headache. Day time television isn't what it used to be. When I'm not at work, I must admit that Maury Povich is the highlight of my morning. So, after this I have to drive my butt accross town to pick up another job application. We'll see how that works out. I saw One Tree Hill last night and - let me just say that I FREAKIN' LOVE ( Read more... )

So, yep! I work at Lane Bryant and for those of you who don't know it's a classy plus size store. IF you are a "healthy" girl you know you love that store. Anywho! I get a 40% discount so I really love that store. In addition to Lane Bryant I will be applying at a few other places so that I can make more momeny. It's hard to plan on moving if you ( Read more... )

So, I've been making the invitations for my grandparents' 50th Wedding Anniversary - which isn't until next February by the way. Since I have to make 200, handmade, invitations by July I figured, "Hell. Why not start now?"

I'm getting ready to apply for another job because I'm not exactly rolling in the dough. It's hard to live out here in the Sun ( Read more... )

After all I have done for you, after all I have sacrificed, after jumping over mountains for, you treat me like this? You know who you are. You know that you are wrong. You know that you should put your son before the world. Do you? No. You know that cheating is not the way out. You're not just hurting him, you are NEGLECTING your baby. You treat ( Read more... )