I feel as if my heart is breaking apart. I never knew that breathing could be this hard. The pounding of my heart and the swell of tears in my eyes. I wish I didn't have to work. I could just go home and hide under the covers. No one would notice anyhow. It's harder on me than I thought it was going to be. It's been a week, how come I don't feel ( Read more... )

....is on my mind recently. There one big decision that's been rolling around in my head for almost two years. It was made for me a couple of times and now I'm thinking it'll be made for me again. On one hand it upsets me but on the other I'm kinda glad to be able to relax again. I just don't know what to do about things as they are. I guess I just ( Read more... )

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I found this article on MSN.com that explains a lot about why people hate Valentine's Day and the stresses it can put on a relationship. I just had to share it ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forever and I'm not in the best of moods, so I'm having a little vent session. I don't care if anyone out there cares about what I'm talking about and if anyone has any complaints about what I'm going to say, they can just get over it. This is my journal and I usually don't go into much detail about things, but I'm really in a ( Read more... )

I hope that everyone had a very Merry Christmas. I'm so glad that it's over with. I'm ready to start a brand new year and get the gook of last year behind me. There was so much stuff that happened, good and bad, last year. I've made some really good friends this year....my bestest Amanda and my neighbor Jackie......and lost a couple too..... I've ( Read more... )

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Well, I guess I would finally update this thing. The past month or so have been extremely hectic and crazy. I finally go my results back from my doctor, after my mom called the lab when they billed us for the procedure. They wanted me to go ahead with surgery but I have since switched doctors and this new guy, who I really like, he's a great doctor ( Read more... )