Well, my 4th of July totally sucked! I had to work, which I didn't really mind; but then I went to my Aunt Sandy's house in Lima, to celebrate our annual 4th of July get-together. Yea, my dad and step mom were there. Could SHE keep her mouth shut? NO. She just had to say something and ruin my whole day. I really appreciated that. She can just kiss ( Read more... )

Well I think my math teacher was shocked at the fact that I completed her math test in 10 minutes. It's NOT that hard of a class. Just thought I'd say hi. Don't really have anything new to report, except I'm going to California this year, and India next year. I cannot wait!!!!! :)

YES, IT'S ONE OF THOSE SUPER DEPRESSING DAYS TODAY. I REALLY FEEL LIKE RIGHT NOW I HAVE NOBODY. I REALLY NEED TO BE HELD AND I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO. WHY IS IT WHEN I FEEL LIKE I'VE FOUND A GREAT FRIEND, THEY'RE EITHER TOO FAR AWAY OR THEY'RE SEEING SOMEONE? MY LIFE COMPLETELY SUCKS. I DON'T GET IT SOMETIMES. MANY TIMES, I QUESTION WHY I'M ( Read more... )

Why is it when you think you can confess anything, someone always gets the wrong idea? I'm just going to talk about my problems on here.... People are so odd. I don't get it.... :( Well, I'm just going to concentrate on school, and hopefully work... Well, speaking of which, time to go hit the books.... :( Yuck.
See ya!

WELL TODAY JUST REALLY BITES. EITHER I'M REALLY SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION, OR I'M JUST REALLY DUMB. I REALLY WISH I COULD JUST MOVE SOMEWHERE FAR FAR AWAY FROM THIS CRAPPY PLACE. I AM GREATFUL THAT I HAVE A ROOF OVER MY HEAD AND ALL THAT, BUT I AM GETTING SO SICK OF EVERYONE'S CRAP! I'M JUST ABOUT TO SAY SCREW JUST ABOUT EVERYONE, AND BURY MYSELF ( Read more... )

I STARTED WORKING TODAY AT THE WINGATE INN, HOUSEKEEPING. IT REALLY ISN'T THAT BAD. WORKED 7 HOURS TODAY. HOPEFULLY I WILL HEAR FROM U.P.S. THIS WEEK IF I'M HIRED THERE OR NOT.... IT DOESN'T SEEM TO BE THAT BAD OF A JOB. LOL. WORKING 2 PART TIME JOBS, PLUS GOING TO SCHOOL FULL TIME. I CAN DO IT ( Read more... )

Why can't I just have my Prince Charming? I dream of being swept off my feet, by my one true love. Feeling loved, being treated like I deserve to be treated, for once in my life. Is that really too much to ask? I mean, seriously, I've had my share of bad relationships, rape, being treated like crap from family.... I don't get it anymore. I want to ( Read more... )

I DON'T KNOW WHO EXACTLY READS THIS, IF ANYONE DOES, BUT I REALLY DON'T CARE. THIS IS JUST A PLACE FOR ME TO VENT!!! GOT IT? MY FEELINGS, MY EMOTIONS. NOBODY ELSES! HAVE YOU EVER CARED ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH, IT HURTS YOU? ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY KNOW HOW YOU FEEL? SO MANY PEOPLE TELL ME THEY KNOW HOW I FEEL, BUT SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THEY REALLY DO ( Read more... )

YES, that's right! I'm sick all the time, and can't even go to the doctor's office because I do not have insurance. It really bites! Then, my "best friend" was being totally out of line, and so we're not friends anymore. I'm dealing with school, getting a GOOD permanent job, and trying to juggle friends and family. Of course, now, I really only ( Read more... )

Of course I would say relationships suck, because I'm not with anyone. When I'm with a guy, I throw myself into the relationship, making that person my world. Let's start at the beginning, shall we ( Read more... )