Wanted to post something as I haven't written in awhile. Operation Opera lost director. FUCK!!! and why don't people behave like I want them to! Now there's a stupid thing. Fulfill what's in my head please. Oh, super. Finished Black Books and watched the outtakes and an episode with commentary. Ah, funny ( Read more... )

Christmas Eve and all is well.  Have really enjoyed talking to my family today.  Several times because of Christmas Eve Gift.  I have my childhood ornaments here on a wreath Mom made and that feels very homey and Christmasy.  Trev and I are going to have a late dinner and watch the Two Towers.  Ah, hobbits, seafood and beer.

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Weekend done. Feel good 'cause I cleaned. Movement. A bit tipsy. Comfortable and relaxed a bit. Honesty is painful, but necessary. Loved Ian's show. Almost makes me want kids. Cute dancing and so heartfelt. Great ( Read more... )

Okay, just fyi: The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic
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Nice time with Sunshine. Keep hitting the enter key. Just well relaxed and ready for bed. Like the virtual reality of the laptop. Need another. I don't want to give up on this life. Need to be me. Who in the hell am I trying to keep up with?

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Well, Thanksgiving.  Really great day so far.  Slept in and made cinnimon rolls and coffee,  cleaned up a bit.  All ready now for Amy and Ian. Woo-hoo.  A bit sleepy, but could be the heat in the apt.  The windows are open a bit.  I need to contact LACU.  Will to that Friday?  Perhaps.  Time to crate crackers and cheese plate. Yum.  Ok.  All's Well ( Read more... )

Fairly pleasant day. I am in general a bit nervous. I don't know why. Aw, crap. Cupcakes came out beautiful. Don't know if I want a beer or not or just want to go to bed. Things to do to morrow:  deposit check, remember to subtract debit from week, pack for clown stuff, take skirt, leggings, pink lace, pink shirt, nose, scarf, bag, mirror, ipod, ( Read more... )

Watching or rather listening to CSI. Bored and yet happy to be. Ate Indian food and feel fat and lazy. This new account is cool. I can insert stuff? Just playing. God, feel like something. I don't know what I want/need. Cheez. Aggh!!!!!! What? No no problem. I go out with anybody. Why should you care? I don't understand the need for ( Read more... )

I wonder why all I seem to type is angsty stuff.  I suppose I could workout, but I don't know if I want to and somehow that isn't okay.  Yeesh.  Fat cat on the sofa nuzzling my bills.  Maybe he'll pay them.  Trevor is going to the gym.  Oh, hell.  Maybe I'll do twenty minutes of yoga.  Michael is blowing me off.  How very typical of him.  Good.  ( Read more... )