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it's been great so far. our rent is being raised too muchand I am getting more attached to the theatre. perhaps vagabond would be a good career choice for me. but I am really too much of a homebody not to have one. we should look in prospect heights or sunset park. pockets are still affordable. how much time do we have? april, may, june. it would ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking about him. He fills my thoughts. I know it usn't real or mutual but oh, how I wish it was. that makes me hypocritical and a liar. I am an ugly person. I try to get used to the idea if giving up. Giving in. Running away is appealing. and what is wrong with the conventional life? except I want it and I don't. I am a heartless ( Read more... )

Just drunk-TEXTED jeff. Shoot me.. Spoke to Don about Tim. Now he thinks it's all due to Tim that I do what I do. Which I want to go on recird as being ridiculous! ARG!! Friggin' arg!. My learning curve is well slow...

I am going to kick Arthur the next time he speaks. bap, right in the shins. I'm Hiawathia the Arthur kicker. Take that. whop. and can I just say, I hate line readings! Let me saythat again. I HATE LINE READINGS! Thank God for Tim. I don't know how I did shows before him. "heather, you're so precise. you tkae a note and it's incorporated" Thank you ( Read more... )

Here I am at the mall. I think mall's are filled with people slowly decomposing. Who is going to be our third actor? this guy Nathan seems too young...get the name of don's friend? ok line at cinnabon is getting long. why am I stocking up on junk food? more later...

Ok. everyconversation Arthur has circles backk to himself. and it's a bitch trying to get enough to eat. The sound guy is having a family emergency & may not be able to do it. CRAP! I've become a bit of Don's stage manager or at least some of the duties and really I'm just tired. We won't get final drafts until thursday! does he think we just ( Read more... )

I feel very isolated. disturbing dreams about being forgotten. why do I get out here & immediately wonder if I am on the path I should be? This week is about making others happy, but it makes me disappear. More true bitching after rehearsal. God, I wish I brought my Limoncello! (Hi, Amy. Miss you!

Well, end of week. Good. I am having margaritas & bad mexican food & relaxing. 1 margarita, 1 benadryl & lala land.

Mask Workshop - boring. Fine, but I can't play pelvis ball forever. David sent me all these links to the festivals. I need to get on the ball and be ontop of things. Rush rush rush Okay. America's Next Top Model in Japan is weird.

I need to let off some steam.

AMNTP in Japan. odd!

Baby Doll Lolita? ICK!!