ready to get the fuck out this place....

Its so shitty losing things that once meant so much to you, and then when you are trying to get them back its just not the same. Or when something is just not right anymore, and its so hard to leave it alone. Yeah I hate that. Im over showing emotion, because when I kept to myself, I didnt get hurt as much. It takes two to tango though. I hate ( Read more... )

oh and ps, if one ever finds a way to purchase sleep, please pick me up a lifetimes worth, because im going crazy. kthx

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if you had a choice of four places to live for 4 years, which would you choose?

A)Las Vegas
B)Denver
C)Orange County
D)San Diego.

TELL ME im stuck .

Just when I think things are getting better, it bites me in the ass. I have too much faith.

Okay so its official. After all the confusion of where I would be moving, we have a winner.... Fick and I are moving to the huntington beach area at the end of the year most likely. Finally. Because Im beginning to grow bitter towards most you mother fuckers. but i still dont live in murrieta anymore.

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Monday-My kitty gets fixed
Friday-She fucking DIES

Thats not fucking normal. She couldnt walk, they were like ''oh its normal'', she started coughing up blood, shitting herself. She then stopped breathing, went stiff, her eyes just stopped moving. She died in the middle of the garage. Thank you fucking piece of shit vet. Do you think its normal

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