I wish to update but I don't know how it will sound ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have had any time to write or even go online so here we go ( Read more... )

I started working around 10:30am and stopped working at 8:30 pm. I was taking pictures of everyone getting on the ship the whole time and i am wicked tired....these are the days I just don't like work ( Read more... )

I am 2 days away from New York City. I will be in Boston the 20th but I have a lot to do. I miss everyone...but I am thinking about something. I have had a great time, on and off, on the ship and I might stay for a while. Eventually I could earn decent money and be a manager...which is cool...but I would be away 6-8 months at a time. I still have ( Read more... )

I screwed up. I liked someone and we both fucked it up because they do not want to see me hurt when I leave ship and I fucked it because of how I ended it so that I would not cry in front of them. I need support and hope. Just wish me luck in fixing it because they will be on-ship with me until after I leave. I really like them and they said they ( Read more... )

Ok, first off thank you for the comments on my last post, I miss you all and I cannot wait to see you. I am doing better and this cruise is proving to be very...VERY good...lol ( Read more... )

I have 3 more months and I am getting more homesick than ever. I still have to do more for the internship and stuff as well ( Read more... )

I am in Norway and have very limited internet and I have again been busy. I am alive and well at the moment and cannot wait for december when I come home ( Read more... )

I saw a movie the other...a sort of documentary and I am going to follow what it said 'cuz I know it works ( Read more... )

Just relaxing while in England...waiting to go back to Ireland...I was there...I MADE A DREAM COME TRUE!!!!

I am happy..even if i miss everyone...but I am doing okay.

I am going crazy missing you all!

~Brian