Going through some old things and the pieces all just came together..... and now ... without a doubt... I can say I know who did it....

So sick of people being sick. As far as I am concerned I have been in enough hospitals to last me a life time! I just want all of my friends and family well. I don't want to have any more health problems either. ...... So, if you are thinking of getting sick. Don't... Just stay well and be happy instead!

Over the last 2 years I have ignored so many people or just plain refused to believe them. I must apologize to every one of you. I didn't want to believe it and really still don't want to. But now I have heard it with my own ears and seen it with my own eyes and you all were right. For the past three years (or more) I chalked up all of the wild ( Read more... )

I was so excited!! Just over a week ago all of the children got to attend a birthday party with Emmi and Aily. Everyone was so excited. They haven't been allowed to see each other in over a year. The stipulation was that Bonnie would only agree to allow the children to be there if David and I were not. We agreed to this because the kids were SSSOOO ( Read more... )

 “Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.” August Wilson

Tired oh so tired!!!! So I managed it all of the endless papers due this week are done... well not counting the reference page on the last one. But mostly done and turned in... Tired oh so tired... Cried a lot last night... David and I could see Emmi and Aily dancing in the roses... the petals looked like the skits they used to wear... their ( Read more... )

Getting rid of art work.... Let me know if you are interested...

Very unusual V-Day celebration. No flowers.. No candy... No going out or romantic interludes... Just a child's birthday party and a group of friends... It was a really good day.

So, I get a frantic phone call yesterday..... I answer. The caller tells me, " Congratulations! I told you things would all work out! You just had to give it a little time ( Read more... )

Then I was reading my friends page.... some of my friends had a really good christmas ( I am so happy for you).... some of my friends didn't ( i feel for you)... and then I ran into a post that kinda summed up my mind set lately... 'There's so much going on in my head this week. So many changes in my life. I keep trying to write about it and not ( Read more... )