I keep thinking about the past year.  All the activities, experiments, and memories they were all a sham.  I was like the object you keep just for the time being. The thing that bothers me the most is that I was an object and not a person.  I hate to say this, but out of all your traits that is the one that has rubbed of on me.  How you use people ( Read more... )

I keep having the same dream over and over again. With the same ending. Even when I am awake I have flashes of it in my mind ( Read more... )

OKay. Maybe all i need was a month does that make me a bad person. He tried and I tried. it was the best relationship i have ever had. but i can finally say with my face to the stars that I am over it. All we can say as humans is that we tried out best. That is what we did. I should have not held it my responsblity that it ended. WE are just ( Read more... )

When did it become a problem to speak your mind. I try talking to people but they hardly ever say what they are really thinking. I mean I freak out because shit talk communicate. Even though technically I am contradicting myself yes. But I did speak my mind. I realize I do that a lot ( Read more... )

i am a fucking douchbag! your a fucking crack head so don't even fucking come at me with some shit. Dont even think you are better than me because you are not. at least i dont fucking sit on my ass like a fat fuck. it is amazing how fucking time can change everything. one day two years. fuck. i know who has my back. fuck everyone else. Fuck you ( Read more... )

Balmy will have no meaning to me. It will not spark a memory of you. I am sitting here thinking of you wishing you would IM. Wishing if i meant so much to you, you would find me. You know where I am. I wish I could get you out of my head and I can't. You are the hardest by far to get over. You are everywhere, but literally with me. I scream for you ( Read more... )

I am failing at everything I try. Does that make me stupid? oh livejournal i heart you.

ihate you
ithink you suck
i think you u need attention
i think you need someone to give you verything
i think you are obssed with being asd
IHOPE YOU GET CAUGHT WITH DRINKINGAND DRIVINGAND GO TO prison and get ass raped
how ironic that i am typeing this while i am wasted hahah life is halirous

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I really really wish i could write down everything i am feeling right now but i cant bring my self to write it down where people would actually read it. Ugh i just wish i could get over this