AWW YOU GUYS! i feel so loved that you all missed me lol even tho it was only a few ppl..terra, natalie, meggy and siara and if i missed ya then i didnt read close enough but yeah..*sigh* im not back for good im just updating cuz im at my cuzin Siaras house in Indiana and im going back home on saturday for my cuzinz graduation..well you will all be ( Read more... )

I could walk down the same path you just created and not move a single stone ( Read more... )

rain rain go away, come again some other day ( Read more... )

I AM: hyper ( Read more... )

god, im honestly sick of all of this. okay, yes..theres this guy..like always..and this guy is very hot..like always and this guy makes me go weak at the knees and i just want to fucking scream so loud and cry so hard until i die! because i cant have him no matter how much i wish i could. i feel like such a failure. today was just a fucked up day. ( Read more... )

woo! today i found out that Siara is shadowing me at school on Monday!! now i can show her to everyone! lol im so proud of my cuzin sarvie..:) i love her, yes i do! AND I can show her "him" cuz well..hes just so hot that i cant resist :P Tracks been pretty good, our first meet is on Monday too..omg! i totally forgot about that! damnit..oh well i ( Read more... )

aw! did you know that 'he' sprained his ankel super bad in gym the other day so hes on crutches? lol idk if i told you that yet but he is and its funny cuz my school is home of the cripples. ever since last month, crutches have been the new 'thing' it seems cuz everyone is on them ..including my cuzin..it was weird. anyways, today at track practice ( Read more... )

oh gosh, im so friggin sore from track..its only been two days and im limping around like a pirate. i wish i could make this pain go away but i do need sleep so thats where im headed after this ( Read more... )

well, we had a half day at school today which was kinda nice. I saw "him"..hehe hes such a hottie. i just dunno if i will EVER get the courage to say hi to him cuz i dont know how he would react to some random chick coming up to him in the halls sayin "hey, im amanda..whats up?" ALTHO...kristan DID go up to him during parent teacher conferences on ( Read more... )

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )