When your heart leads you one way and your mind leads you another...what the HELL are you supposed to do? Like my last entry mentioned...I have been SOOOO confused lately and all the sudden, its WORSE. More so than before, my heart is torn SOOOO bad right now. My confusion is breaking me down smaller than I've felt in too long to even remember ( Read more... )

Life has been SOO confusing for me lately...hard and tempting in so many different ways and different directions. I wish life's hardest decisions were easier to make. I wish that the hard ones, I wouldn't even HAVE to make myself...that someone else could make them for me so I wouldn't have to. DAMN that would be so much easier! O well...I ( Read more... )