Alright just updating to tell everyone to have a great Happy Thanksgiving and if I don't tell you all beforehand...Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! Take care and Be safe!!

~~Becca~~

I haven't written in a while so just to let everyone know what's going on here at home...Cedric just turned 2 on Friday and we had his party Saturday afternoon...it was amazing...I got him all KINDS of good toys that he loves including what seems to be his favorite, his new vacuum. Let's see...Halloween is coming as you all know and I got the ( Read more... )

To let you know exactly what you're looking for...I don't want this. I don't want what I thought I did before. I thought I knew everything but apparently I knew NOTHING. I was wrong and I can admit that. But with my life the way it is...I don't want this. I don't need this...I can't take it. Breaking from yourself was a good move...now its ( Read more... )

With the tears that fell from my face...nothing can describe this pain. Why does irony BITE so bad? You were supposed to leave to visit family tomorrow and there you are lying cold in the desert sand. Nothing left to say for those emotions you can't feel. Nothing left to feel for those words left unsaid. Did you get to tell your family how ( Read more... )

If I ever felt like this before I don't remember it. I wish I could see things through your eyes. So I could know exactly how you felt the first time you realised how it felt in YOUR heart. I wish I would've been able to hold you tighter at night...and show you better. I wish there were ways I could tell you the way I felt. But I couldn't. I ( Read more... )

Why is it that you think that you should opologise for who you are? I have nothing to be sorry for and aparantly neither do you. I have no way to tell you that you're fucking rediculous when it comes to stupid things such as that. No one has asked you to change who you are. No one has asked you to be tied to their hands at ALL TIMES. No one ( Read more... )

Every morning I wake up and you're on my mind and I find myself waiting to see what's really supposed to happen. What is going to happen with all of this? I question so much but I have no choice from everything in the past. With no where to run to when I need comfort...there I find you. With no one to talk to when I need support...there I find ( Read more... )

Slowing things start falling into place...yet I still sit still and let things happen how they eventually will so that things don't turn for the wrong how they have before. Once life happens how it should, then you'll know that's how its stupposed to be. Once you see yourself in the mirror and you don't have to ask yourself why the HELL you see ( Read more... )

With everything in my life that has happened in the past 9 months, you'd think that I would have lost it now and just gone insane. Yet I have NOT...I still stand today just as tall and proud as I did day one back in January. Life sucks sometimes but you have to move on and grow from every experience. Well lately my heart's ben torn in two, too ( Read more... )

With the pain I have ( Read more... )