I guess I just wanted to put it out there that I would have fucked his brains out all summer long, if it weren't for his unfortunate decision.

But hey, c'est la vie. Oh wellllll.

I don't answer because I know you'll continue to call me everyday until I do.

I suppose you do this because you fear that I'm finally done with you.

I'm not.

But I like you to think that I am.

Sadly, we can't be above these games.
Tragically, you can't leave her for good.

And the cycle goes on...

I was sifting through this journal, as I do from time to time, and I am now realizing what a fucking huge idiot I've been all these years ( Read more... )

I'm haunted by ghosts, left to me by my mistakes and memories. Only when I can face them can I release them. But I fear that to say goodbye is to leave my whole life as I knew it behind. I'm haunted by ghosts, and I can't let them go.

The open door is in front of me, should I only open my eyes.

I won't be your reason or your crime.

So, my sister hasn't spoken to me since she went to MY best friend's cookout, which she told my mother I was drinking at (which I wasn't, at least not in the way she said I was) and hasn't been home since. And of course my mother won't believe me, because what Sam the Princess says is law ( Read more... )

I'm a little buzzed from some wine from earlier, but I just wanted to say that I hope change is on the horizon because things can't keep going the way they are ( Read more... )

Mid-August already? Jeez. Time has been flyin' this summer. Exactly the time I wish it wouldn't ( Read more... )

I absolutely love when I text you and tell you I'm upset and you call me at 3 in the morning without even telling me that you were busy at someone's house, just to listen to me pour my heart out to you about what hell I just went through today. I absolutely love when you tell me you miss me.

I think I absolutely love you.

Thanks for always being ( Read more... )

I have...

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( x ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( x ) Are / Been In Love
( x ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( x ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 4

Level 3
( x ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( x ) Skipped Class
( x ) Slept With A Co-worker
( x ) Seen Someone / Something Die

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Sometimes it really bothers me that people I used to be close with aren't talking to me or I've lost touch with them.

It also bothers me that I don't know how to tell them I miss them and want to be friends again.

But bothers me further that I'm not sure that it'll matter to them if I do.

But, I'll start here.

Hey, I miss you. Friends?