"You don't even realize how desirable you are."

Then why am I always alone

He walked right by me without so much as a second look. He wasn't even going to say goodbye. Wouldn't look me in the eye.

Why do I let myself fall for those that let me hit the ground

I need this time to let my heart drain of you.

I simply don't want to want you anymore ( Read more... )

"Can I sleep in your bed tonight?"

"I could fuck you all night" you said in between my breaths. This animal magnetism is impossible to ignore on nights like this. I live for your arms, your coke induced banter. With us there is nothing outside the bedroom door, just awkward glances and drunken advances (and everything she doesn't know about us). I ( Read more... )

You break hearts like I break promises.
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter.
I don't matter.

You can't keep yourself warm at night, and you know I can't sleep alone.

"Fuck everyone else," you said like some chemically-induced epiphany. But I can't make you promises like you can't fall asleep sober. I will never know what it means when you look at me like that. I will never make sense of that shit you say. And I will never decode that kiss on my forehead or the night you held my hand. A year after this all began ( Read more... )

Tangled. That's how I feel. I feel tangled up in your bullshit attitude and your highly medicated life. I wish I could explain it, I wish I could rationalize whatever the fuck we call what we're doing. You can try and tell me you feel nothing but the next time you bring me to bed just to hold me I want you to seriously reevaluate your fucking ( Read more... )

I hope I never know what it feels like to be here in this position ever agian, I never want to see another girl leave your bedroom wearing your clothes ever again., Especially when the night before I was in your room wearing nothing and you were telling me how much I mean to you and how much you love me. I don't ever want to come home and see ( Read more... )

You're a fucking living, breathing cliche
And love, I'm a miserable bitch at best
But we're just two lost strangers now,
with heavy hearts and brittle chests.

~~~~~~&~~~~~~

Drifting, I feel like we're drifting, love,
What you wish, darling I swear I'll do
Cuz  the hardest part of this is not knowing....

So if you leave ( Read more... )