look what I found ( Read more... )

You are my guardian, my sweet guardian angel, but sadly you have broken your wings, fallen from heartache and lost your freedom and paradise. Those things that you have held so close to you for so long have become memories of agony and despair, your past is nothing but a regret and your future nothing but a reminder of your mistakes. Around every ( Read more... )

So I finally got off my ass got a full-time job, that I absolutly love, started looking at apartments, and actually have enough money to do everything I want. I can afford independence, I can afford to go out, and I can afford the occasional trip to NYC. Perfect. There are two apartments I am battling between, one is on the Gorham/South Windham ( Read more... )

So I FINALLY got a job as a Nursery School teacher at Toddle Inn in Gorham, this place is like a palace for kids, it's amazing. Each room has it own private playground, a computer center, kitchen, there is a indoor gym, a rock climbing room, an air hockey/phoos-ball room, it's incredible, talk about spoiled. They have sign/foreign languages on ( Read more... )

SO much has happened since I got back from Mexico, the big change being I am now living with Tony, trying to work full time, and get an apartment while getting ready to start two shows. Gah! So life is pretty much a day to day roller coaster, not like that is anything new, but it just seems to be a lot more self-rewarding at the end of the day, ( Read more... )

I get to return to Maine tomorrow, and I am so excited to do so, I haven't heard anyones voice in over a week and it is starting to drive me crazy. We went to Casino night last evening and I won $500 in chips that was only exchangable for Myan Palace junk so I got a massage, a peticure, manicure, dinner for everyone in the fam for tonight and I ( Read more... )

hey all, Mexico is absolutly amazing, granted I did get the shit burned out of myself this morning, but as we all know those trun into tans. Dani and I are spending most of our time either, by the pool in the sun, at happy hour or sleeping, it is positivly the most relaxing vacation I have ever been on. The trip here was sort of a pain in the ass ( Read more... )

*Smiles* so I am planning on writing a book,people think I am kidding when I say that, but seriously, the events of the last couple days would make for killer entertainment. Everything is better between Josh and I, I really cherished the conversation we had last night, grated that was not the expected outcome when I first got there, but nothing is ( Read more... )

Sure yeah ( Read more... )

clearly I can't flirt or cuddle... maybe that is why people just use my boobs as pillows cuz i suck at cuddling.... on the other hand, apparently i am a good fuck... selfish though, no just lazy *wink* Loves
~nikki~