I'm starting to feel like I'm dreaming. He cannot not be this amazing of a person...it just feels unnatural. Well by unnatural, I mean incredible.

Alec is precious. End of story.

I'm happy.

I am keeping my hands clean. I have been the other person before and I've been the person in a confused relationship...but I want to do things right this time. If it doesn't work out because I did things properly, then so be it. I know in the end it was right ( Read more... )

I have never been happier. I love my life.

But at the same time, I have situations that drive me insane.

I finally took a chance on love. I set myself up. I don't know the result. I might never find out.

I am confused.

I started every sentence so far with I. I am slightly self-centered.

ahhhhhhhhhh. so frustrating.

That is all. Per ush.

I don't know why my behavior is pointlessly destructive. It's nothing big and nothing life changing. I just make life more trouble than it's actually worth. I could relieve some stress through healthier behavior.

This morning was definitely my wake up call.

I need to say so many things, but I don't have the words.

I just had an incredible heart-to-heart with my friend Maggie. It truely was groundbreaking...in some ways I feel fulfilled and other ways I feel the void. But overall, it moved me. ::insert clique laugh ( Read more... )

I would just like to note that on Monday the low will be negative four..yes negative four. With windchill you ask? NEGATIVE TWENTY TWO...it's like being an artic explorer here. Ahhh.

Besides the artic temperatures, I fucking love my life right now. No seriously. I do.

WTF?!? My friend Maggie just told me she had a HUGE crush on me when we met...and this guy is texting me telling me! And this senior is IMing me. And someone told me they had a crush on me when they met me the other day.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

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