so i didnt get the congressional budget office internship. and i didnt get the tom davis or frank wolf internships. and i still havent heard back from brookings or aei... so, i'm ending it right now. i am not capable of attaining a job.

is there a problem when you cant talk about things with certain people? i suppose it doesnt have to be a problem if you dont want it to be, but that just isnt how it is. maybe some can ignore things and have them simply go away but that doesnt work for all and it certainly doesnt work for me. so what am i to do if i want to talk about something ( Read more... )

people lie. thats all you need to know.

a little over a year ago i wrote a post debating myself over predestination and free will, and my eventual conclusion was that there had to be free will because there would be no point to life if there was predestination. and as i think about that today, over one year later, it still makes complete sense to me. what makes me rethink that entry, ( Read more... )

this winter break was so awesome i really really dont want it to end. fall semester was just so hard and draining that this was the first break that i really felt like i needed. plus the many memorable moments, such as 1223 with the girls, bars with josh, christmas gift exchanges, new years eve, and not to mention ATLANTIC FUCKING CITY because ( Read more... )

new years eve 2005 was most definitely the best new years eve everrrrr..... josh, with his roommates arin, alex, and jeremy had a party in their new townhouse (but they included me as a host even though i didnt spend any money on it & it wasnt my house haha) and invited sooo many people. there was great liquor, great appetizers, great music ( ( Read more... )

( the year 2005 in review... )

well its snowing like crazy outside. i went to my tutoring, the girls finished early so i left around four and came to mason to study until my class at 6. and then at 5:50 remembered the my professor is out of town so class is cancelled. so now i'm back in the jc doing nothing until my next class at 7:20 ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life i felt bad for not voting. even though tim kaine won anyways, so i guess it really didnt matter. but i guess i should start voting.

so much happens, yet so little happens.

i guess people dont know that when i get upset i dont talk and it seems like i'm playing a game, but really, when i get upset my mind goes blank. either that or there are so many thoughts in my head that i just cant make sense of them enough to say anything ( Read more... )