she said "i've gotta be honest ( Read more... )

sunshine penetrates through the blinds and attacks my swollen eyes. burning. eating me.morning has already arrived. my brain is still foggy from my slumber. random stimuli seethe into my consciousness. i realize the arm across my chest isn't my own. its gentle warmth radiates against my abdomen. coffee colored hair strewn across my shoulder, a face ( Read more... )

you feel the cold rush over your body. a sudden scream emerges and you dont know where the hell it came from. you feel a shooting pain travel up your spine and a sharp pain emerges from between your legs. you suddenly realize that you are in excritating pain. was that you who screamed? the pain continues to corase throughout your body and you dont ( Read more... )

you feel the string everytime you reach into your drawer next to the fifth you use to numb yourself. its not even nine am and youve already taken your first shot of liquor. you think about all these things that are trapped in your heard, and you continue you with your day. you wake around there but your not here. you are never ever really into ( Read more... )

i am fucking pissed off and im done trying to sugar coat bullshit thats not me i say what i want when i want, and im tired of holding all this shit in ( Read more... )

if you meet someone in life who changes everything about you what does that mean? does that mean that that person has had such a profound affect on your life that you can not leave them behind? does that mean that the person is part of you because they caused you to change? does that mean you were ready for change? im always scared that i have ( Read more... )

Fear and Self Doubt ( Read more... )

evolution is a constant changing of life. life is always changing so change should always be embraced, not shunned away from. if we are changing qualitites that we do not like about ourself then by all means except change dont fight it. if we find something that comes along in our life that is better then except it. look upon it as a gift a chance ( Read more... )

I can't remember the time or place ( Read more... )

love ( Read more... )