It's been a while..old friend.

[heeeeeather]

I deleted my facebook. I don't go out ever, unless it's to work or the gym. I have no desire to see anyone and the people I do wanna see, don't exist anymore. I feel like I'm in a rut. I feel like I do deserve it, for having a fickle heart all these years. Though, I know I cannot control that I simply do not know what I want. I can control the

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[schmoo]

you sound like me, from years ago. you must learn how to accept your wrongs, and forgive yourself, and then make yourself NOT that person. that's the only way out of that "rut"

and if i could do it... you can too.

[ejchristian2k]

Sorry you're in a rut. Stay positive. Life is too precious. You dont deserve to suffer. You're a good person!! =)

[seamemove]

I'm not sure what's going on with you, since we don't know each other well, but I'm reading and I still love you Heather. :)