fate binds me to everything, and nothing, i am who i am for what i've done, all the wrong, and the little right. whatever happens was supposed to, what doesn't, wasn't. i live my life by this, and it will never let me down.

hold my hand and help me mold that fate into a beautiful piece of art.

or walk away, and i'll do it without you.

given the reminder that one can write anything in their own journal they want, because it's their journal, i'm going to take a moment to talk about whats been happening with a few friends of mine that have found themselves in a very sticky situation ( Read more... )

so, i pretty much forgot this thing exsisted for quite a long time now ( Read more... )

i'm in california and i love it!

i cant log into my old music page, so i made a new one.

http://www.myspace.com/agraphobia

listen to the 2 new songs i made (which are different versions of each other)

tell me what you think!

i am so fucking frustrated right now. there's so much inside my head. there's so much going on. i can do so much. i can create so much. there's so mcuh i want to inside me that i cant come out ... nothign can come out of me right now. i'm trapped with it inside me. all i need is the right equpiment and the right technology and i can do so fucking ( Read more... )

In a sweater poorly knit, and an unsuspecting smile ( Read more... )

please, enjoy with this amazing video. <3.

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when i grow up, i wanna be like this guy:


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i spend hours in this house. i pace back and forth looking down at my feet and back up to the ceiling again. i look in each room over and over, i walk back to the next room. i look at my feet. i look back up at the ceiling. i count the floorboards. i count the tiles, i count the seconds. i end up talking to myself. having conversation with myself. ( Read more... )