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[schmoo]

fate binds me to everything, and nothing, i am who i am for what i've done, all the wrong, and the little right. whatever happens was supposed to, what doesn't, wasn't. i live my life by this, and it will never let me down.

hold my hand and help me mold that fate into a beautiful piece of art.

or walk away, and i'll do it without you.

Comments

[myloveneverdies]

beautiful.

[heeeeeather]

mwa mwa mwa <3 i always stick with you kid

[seashel]

wow.

this ummm...really helped clear my mind.

[meghanmaniacc]

Its funny that you write something like this and completely kick me out of your life over the same principal.

You know how strongly I believe in fate...how I truly think that everything happens to people for a predetermined reason. Ive told you that if I didnt make the mistakes that Ive made I wouldnt be who I am today. That I wouldnt be the same person youve cared for over the last 4 or 5 years now. Ive always lived my life in pursuit of happiness and Ive always had a way of hurting people in the process but whatever happened was supposed to...
this baby...this marriage...moving to virginia...this was suppose to happen.

But I guess the end of your entry I have to agree with too...I just never thought after all the shit we've been through together that you or I would be able to do without each other.

[schmoo]

well i'm sorry, but the last few decisions youve made where absolutely ridiculous, and i cant and wont ever agree with them. nor brian. i think that kid is absolutely horrible, and that will never change.

i think youre just a complete fool for falling for it. i still CARE about you. i just think youve done some pretty fucked up things.

and you know, its funny you always used to speak so highly of me when i'm around, but ive heard so many people tell me how much negative things youve said, and i myself have experienced your more unkind side towards me.

you never listen to me, you never cared about what happened to me, or anything like that, our relationship was always dramatically 1-sided, on your side, and thats part of the reason i decided to let go.