I told myself that I would no longer write in this journal, but it's so hard resisting when everything is so accessible, clear, and familiar here ( Read more... )

A while back ago, I had said that I wanted to drop out of or leave Truman. Well, my mind was changed because I had a good support system. A backbone. A lumbar vertebrae. But since then, the marrow has dissipated. I don't feel close to anyone here that I had felt close to before. I look around Kirksville and the beauty has vanished. I once ( Read more... )

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well, I'm getting ready for class right now. taylor is letting me borrow his isight camera. ohmanohman even though I had 8 hours of sleep, I'm still exhausted.

the last day that I was in St. Louis, I took my grandma shopping, my little sister iceskating, Taylor and I hung out and ate and watched Amelie and made silly faces and he came with me to ( Read more... )

literally just got back from Chicago. I'm really tired and I have a head ache and fever. But all so worth it. I drove the entire way home but Janna who has never before even driven on a highway, drove 99 miles of the 306 miles to Chicago from St. Louis. I am very proud of her. I spent way too much money, that I don't have, and ate and ate and ( Read more... )

I'll be on the road in 5 hours. If you see me, wave "hello"!

Did you see the blood red moon tonight? It was a sign ( Read more... )

Today is a long day. I told Caitlin, if I could make it, that I would go in a little early for work. Right after work, I'm going to walk home and get into the car and then drive the three of us, Ashley, Janna, and I home to St. Louis. I'm probably going to take the Hannibal route because I want a swift journey home. I need to call the parents to ( Read more... )

I woke up today for the second time in two days at precisely 10:04.
After work today, Janna promises to be a good house wife and have dinner prepared for me at my arrival. hah.

Yesterday, I took a bubble bath, and I still feel oh-so-squeeky-clean. Although I hate how swollen you get if you've been in the bath for more than half an hour.

( suds )

Ashley's on a walk. Janna's on a hike. I'm all alone in the house right now. There is still no reply. sigh.

I'm going to go to rainbow basin and throw rocks. and breathe deeply. good. alone but not.