the rollercoaster i've been on this past week is too extreme.
1 = i want to curl up and hide and cry alone shitty
10 = i'm on the moon. floating above the clouds

okay. just...

november 5th morning - 10
november 5th early evening - 1
november 5th late late at night - 11
november 6th morning - 10
november 6th early evening - 1
november 6th now - 8

i cant ( Read more... )

home from rehearsal...  and its 1:00am. didn't even start until 11pm.

i love my life.

i never want to stop.

 so ...missed all my classes today. damnit. i hate missing class. especially classes that i love. today i missed 5: dramatic structure (one of my favorite teachers), shakespeare/writing (duh), sensory actualization, voice, and speech ( Read more... )

6 hours ago i wrote in my post, something like... "ughh, im getting sick ( Read more... )

well , life.

i move to new york in 53 hours.

whoa.

i had something really important to say. but now i realize i need to write it in my journal. not online. so goodbye.

i'm sure i'll have something to say really soon.

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OH!

and i got a tattoo

hey you two and a half people out there who read this. let me tell you something..

life is good? i dont know. i need to move. move out. i should have left when things were good. for a while my house was a more peaceful place. but now things are just horrible. and whats really sad is... i've given up. i dont even try any more. which wont fix things. ( Read more... )

mmm life is good ( Read more... )

gabbby ggabbbbby goetz. is in my bed. 
and i am on my floor. no no no. i slept in my bed. gabby slept on top of me. 
no no. she slept in annas bed. toooooooooooo farrr aawwwaayyyyyyy.

matt is coming on thursday!! eeeeeeee. yay.

i just woke up.

i had a good night.

i like adam. 
gabby likes martin. 
but we like eachother.

i love life